I hate venting here boohoo, but this isn't that big a deal lmfao !! Im starting to feel lonely, and actually always felt lonely even in the relationships I've been because they were all long distance !! *sob*...And right now I'm stuck daydreaming and being delusional about getting a partner and stuff and it SUCKS i-i !! I'm obviously not going to rush myself and worry too much about it but still it's hard not to struggle when craving affection ._.

boohoo..feeding my delusions </3