HAIII!! For whoever even actually checks my page welcomeme! I'm back after a while and ready to post art!!

MWAA

I hate venting here boohoo, but this isn't that big a deal lmfao !! Im starting to feel lonely, and actually always felt lonely even in the relationships I've been because they were all long distance !! *sob*...And right now I'm stuck daydreaming and being delusional about getting a partner and stuff and it SUCKS i-i !! I'm obviously not going to rush myself and worry too much about it but still it's hard not to struggle when craving affection ._.

boohoo..feeding my delusions </3

Lost feelings and this is just complicated overall, anyway I'm trying to convince myself to draw again like I used to.

OKAY.

SO HOW THE FUCK DO YOU DRAW?? I am well aware I can draw almost anything if I put my mind to it, but there are some young art prodigys THAT MAKE ME WANNA SOB AND RIP MY HAIR OUT BECAUSE !?!?!?!? WHERE, WHEN, WHO, HOW DID YOU MANAGE TO MASTER MORE THAN WHAT I AM LEARNING </3

This isn't targetted at all, I've been putting myself down lately because of this but I just gotta work harder sobbb

This was a draft and realized i typed everything in bolded letter where tf did my glasses FLY OFF TO!?!?

meow <3

(this means I love you in cat language, SAY IT BACK ;3 !!)

my bf is ignoring meeeeeee :(((

FALSE ALARM! he just fell asleep all day and forgot to tell me so I got worried hehe silly goober

I hate being jealous, I want my bf to be mine and mine only I love him!!

soooo uhhhh how do I socialize without being weird or weirded out